it makes me want to vomit. i get nervous. i don't like anticipation.
that's why i don't like dating. it's not a giddy feeling for me. it's an i don't know what's gonna happen, and i'm too much of a control freak to enjoy those feelings.
drank whiskey with the roommate for two hours and watched "so you think you can dance" on fox. awful. awful good fun. mean. sad. funny. yes, it hit all the bases.
then trevor called, he dropped by, had a brief catch-up visit while he dropped me off at dog 'n duck. he's leaving for thailand tomorrow. wow. he just got back. me = totally jealous.
met up with jimmy & biff & leslie & hugh & tierney at dog & duck. we watched the mavericks win. i smoked too many of jimmy's american spirits. drank red stripe because it sounded good. hooray beer!
biff & leslie dropped me off at the hilton. (yes, i feel like a cheap whore.) met up with brent, lee, nate, & others at the hilton bar. drank red bull & vodka. smoked out front & talked to strangers as they pulled up to stay for their holiday. funny stuff. felt like sxsw. good times.
we all walked to casino. ('we' being most of a wedding party of gents.) what a mess. here's where it gets blurry. took a cab home soon after.
woke up. i'm at work. where am i?! who am i?!
shauna & i are going to watch the bikers roll in about 7:30pm tonight. yes, we like manly men. men who ride motorcycles. men who fix things. with their bare hands. join us. it's a roarin' good time. no plans after. da boyz are at a wedding tonight and will probably call/be downtown after. debauchery will ensue.
it's a night. bring it!
i was thinking of having people over tomorrow evening before going-out time. lemme know if you'd be interested in that, and i'll clean up tomorrow morning if so. we can hop on the 1 bus after that or share cabs to downtown. i'll probably end up at 710. pocket fishrmen. hellz yeah.
