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so i'm working back up at xxxx again, but it's only through april. and i don't know what *real* job i'm gonna get after this is over. i don't know why i feel i have to worry about this now already, but i guess that's just my nature. what if i have to actually wake up early & shower every morning?! that's sooo not part of my MO. so wish me luck. but until then, i'm gonna enjoy hanging out here for another season...before i have to grow up, pay off my bills, and start saving up until i die.
gee, how bleak. i've been trying to write more lately though, which is good. i don't know what i want to be when i grow up though, or why i want to write. perhaps i just can't contain all the thoughts in my head and they just have to spurt out on paper and i don't really have a choice, and that this is not a conscious decision of mine, it's just my brain's release so it doesn't explode (or implode).
cheers, then, i'll leave you with that thought: the vision of your brain imploding because there are too many thoughts within sucking it into the internal abyss...
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o my god. where have i been?! i had absolutely no idea what MO stood for!
MO : mail order, medical officer, Missouri, modus operandi, money order
modus operandi : a method of procedure; especially : a distinct pattern or method of operation that indicates or suggests the work of a single criminal in more than one crime
did i know that? i can't remember. so, for now, it's new to me...
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i listen to music at work via these headphones:
the odd thing, though, is that they don't fit in my right ear lobe. both sides are identical, the left ear is a comfort & a joy, but the right piece gives me a twinge of pain and just doesn't fit in my lobe past that little hard nubby part of the ear. it's odd, and now i have to ask an outside party to examine my inner ear because i can't see both effectively in the mirror. alas, the woes i worry about at work...
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i wrote in a letter to myself at the age of 10 that i opened at 28 (in the year 2000) that:
"I don't know what I want to be when I grow up, so be anything you want..."
posted by
zenbetty at 1:08 PM
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