i've been sick for about a week (the annual post-sxsw flu) and now i'm back in the land of the living. i'm a year older and yet not a day wiser. i feel as if i *must* do something this summer, be it a photography class, a web/html class, something!
rut rut rut to what do i owe thee
i wrote this last night sitting solo at barfly's, with my two beloved tuesday night bartenders:
--
you know in the movies you're sitting at the bar alone staring at the entrance and the man of your dreams busts opens the door looking for you searching for you finding you
but in real life you're sitting alone at the bar and the guy... well, he gets a ride home with another girl so you're just sitting alone knowing there is no reason to look toward the door knowing there is no one who's going to burst into the bar knowing that no one in real life is searching for you